Young Adult Years/College
It wasn't until years later that I started acting on my homosexual feeling again. I felt shame and depression through most of my childhood because of who I was. After going on a 2 year service mission for my church, I returned to college and decided I could fight it no longer.
Growing up, I periodically viewed pornographic material which always involved a man and a woman. I always paid more attention to the male. It wasn't until I was a senior in college that I started viewing materials that included men ONLY. I think this was the first step in my life where I started to accept or entertain the idea that I might be gay.
I find interesting that as soon as I started to view and enjoy pornographic material of men only, I started to question my beliefs about religion and god. This is a discussing for another post.
About the time I felt my faith fading away, I met my wife Miss Laura Sue. She was a breath of fresh air. She was a fantastic woman! Beautiful, fun to be around, compassionate, loving, sincere, honest, and loved football. (Even though I don't care for football, I think this is one of my favorite things about her.)
We dated for a short time and decided to get married. I knew I wanted to marry her because when I took her home to meet mom and dad, we were together for 3 days, and she did not drive me crazy! All my other relationships (for obvious reasons) didn't last because Id lose interest in the girls. But not Miss Laura... I didn't lose interest in her.
Growing up, I periodically viewed pornographic material which always involved a man and a woman. I always paid more attention to the male. It wasn't until I was a senior in college that I started viewing materials that included men ONLY. I think this was the first step in my life where I started to accept or entertain the idea that I might be gay.
I find interesting that as soon as I started to view and enjoy pornographic material of men only, I started to question my beliefs about religion and god. This is a discussing for another post.
About the time I felt my faith fading away, I met my wife Miss Laura Sue. She was a breath of fresh air. She was a fantastic woman! Beautiful, fun to be around, compassionate, loving, sincere, honest, and loved football. (Even though I don't care for football, I think this is one of my favorite things about her.)
We dated for a short time and decided to get married. I knew I wanted to marry her because when I took her home to meet mom and dad, we were together for 3 days, and she did not drive me crazy! All my other relationships (for obvious reasons) didn't last because Id lose interest in the girls. But not Miss Laura... I didn't lose interest in her.
